This statement is very true.
It takes 1 hour to have a crush one someone, a day to like someone, maybe a week to love someone, but an entire lifetime to forget someone. If u truly loved someone, u can NEVER forget that person.
If a guy truly loves a girl, he wun juz love her for her looks, nor becoz shes pefect, but rather, that girl is the most beautiful to the guy in his eyes, and he has learnt to see her imperfectons, perfectly. Guys can comment on other chiobus, bio them or wadsoever, but at the end of the day, before we go to sleep, theres only 1 person that we'll rmb - that girl that we love. That will be the only girl that can attract the attention of the guy in the crowd.
No matter how busy a guy is, he'll always make time out for the girl he loves. Becoz he cant truly have fun or enjoy anytin without the girl he loves.
I've learnt a lesson. The person dat u love can hurt u, but u shud NEVER hurt the person that u love.
U girls nvr truly understand how guys feel. U girls tink dat guys are always the ones breaking girl's heart, guys are playboys blablabla. But do u noe that when a guy truly love a girl, we devote EVRYTIN we haf to that girl. Time, money, love etc. U girls nvr truly appreciate how fortunate it is to receive a guy's true love. All girls see are the wrongs, the mistakes, the imperfections of guys by comparing with other guys.
"Oh his nose is too big! Man his eyes are too small! That guy is a bastard lah, how can he do this!"
BUT, haf u girls actually learn how to accept our mistakes, our imperfections? NO. If u truly love someone, u'll forgive him/her for wdv she has done. Becoz at the end of the day, u'll only rmb the nice things he/she has done for u.
Girls come into a relationship, most of the time, unprepared. U girls wna try things and hope it'll work out. When things are happy, girls shower the guy with love. But when problem arises, when u feel hurt, u leave the guy ALONE to settle things himself, thinking dat hes strong and matured enuff to handle it himself. Like as if we'll be less hurt than the girl? Bullshit.
U girls thought wrong. We may seem tough on the outside, but we're rly weak on the inside. Do u noe how much more do guys' tears cost? We dun cry when we feel pain, we only cry when sometin really means alot to us, some1 dat rly made a big impact in our life. What girls do is to look at the surface, without getting the full picture of the story, and then pass a judgement whether the guy was worth ur time. Some girls can juz BAM and move on with life, but guys cant. If we rly love someone, it'll take a rly long time to get over it.
We're willing to give evrytin we have for love. We wun mind if we were to go against the wishes or opinion of our family if we tink that the girl is really the one for us. But girls? They falter and back out when the stress sets in, either frm friends, family or work. If u truly love someone, no1 and no obstacle can stand in ur way.
Whatever i say about girls today might not be 100% true, but whatever i say about guys today is 99% accurate. Girls, pls start tinking for guys. If ur not rdy for a relationship, dun even start. A relationship takes 2 hands to clap, theres only so much that a guy can do, the rest is up to the girl.
U guys may ask, who am i to talk about love? Im juz 18! Ur right. I may not know abt true love perfectly, but i've lost enough, hurt enough over the past month to understand what izzit like to lose some1 u rly treasure.
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what u cant achieve, is to achieve evrything.
Sacrifices muz be made, and u muz let go of things sometimes. U cant appease evry1, u cant fix evrything. This is wad i've discovered today. No matter how much u try to fix things, it may not work out all the time. Altho i rly want an explanation(which i doubt i'll ever get), i shall juz suck it up now.
I went CNY shopping wif chao & jingwei today, wah super long nvr go out with them. I only managed to buy a shirt at a steal (20 bucks only leh! At 1st 40 bucks kay!) I wanted to get another shirt at 40 bucks becoz i liked the colour theme alot but yc and jw strongly went against the idea, saying that it was not worth it so i only got 1 thing ITH.
Went to watch spy next door and the movie is only so-so. I still wanna watch tooth fairy tho!
CNY is coming! Im kinda excited, not juz because of the angpaos hor! I can finally catch up wif my cousins, and most importantly my family. CNY here i come~~~ BAKKWA BAKKWA BAKKWA BAKKWA.
Ended school at 12.30 today so i had alotalotalot of time to slack before campfire starts. Okay lah so other than playing cards i pei-ed my junior class all the way. And they are nice ppl too! I really love my junior class alot! They are probably the most high class in J1s now becoz of us. MWAHA. And they did us proud leh, for the 1st time in dno how many years, athena's class flag finally looked NICE, as compared to the previous years. And they were chosen to represent the faculty! WOOTS. So proud of my junior class!
CAMPFIREEEEE. Things started out a lil moody and slow, but things got really GREAT after i psycho-ed myself to be high also. I mean, altho it's the orientation for J1s, i feel like it's orientation #2 for me. It really rocks. The college songs, dance, cheers, dats the only time u tink HC is really like a family(altho it's a facade lah but at that point of time, who cares). And i started screaming like siao, like, REALLY SIAO. I lost my voice but who cares. I WANNA SCREAM. Orientation is one of the times when u can scream like a mad dog but no1 thinks ur mad (okay mayb not lah, i tink i still looked like a retard) BUT HECK. IT WAS GREAT. LETTING OUT ALL UR INNER FRUSTRATION, SORROW, STRESS at that point of time. And it was really delightful to see that ur junior class is as high as u! I really feel very honoured to haf 10s64 to be my junior class and i hope they can bring this high-ness thruout their years in HC.
The aftermath of campfire - i felt MUCH greater. I feel that life has more installed for me. It's life simple pleasures that really give u the maximum enjoyment. I understand what it feels like now. I dun ask for anytin more in my life now, i juz wna lead a simple life, enjoying life's simple pleasures. If i continue thinking this way, im sure i can find back the motivation i had again.
Im sure most ppl have watched this video before, but i'll show it again.
It's these lil imperfections in people...that make ppl so perfect the way they are. Cherish whatever u have now, ur friends, family, ur loved ones, because they won't always be there for u. Accept ppl's imperfections, because evry1 makes mistakes in their life, but at the end of the day, u'll only rmb the happy memories that these important ppl have brought into ur life, and that's all that matters. Because these memories are wad brings u thru the darkest days, giving u hope in ur life when ur down, and allowing to stand on ur feet again.
I love evryone that has made an impact in my life, helping me in one way or another (:
I used to believe that evryone would experience a miracle in their life as long as they're sincere and fight for that miracle.
I used to believe that if i try hard enough, my effort will definitely reap certain results.
But this time is the first time that i've put in 110% effort but 0% return. Investing in banks wud at least give u a 0.2% interest rate lah.
Its surprising how ppl can change so much. From a nice person to a monster overnight.
I don't believe in miracles anymore. They've nvr happened in my life no matter how much i prayed, how much i tried. Thats one less thing in life for me to believe in. I dun even noe wad to believe now.
Royston came hwachong and made a final appeal today. 12 of us went to LeeKwangChian admin in hope dat we will get to meet Dr. Hon and plead for royston. The receptionist was rly nice to us, he tried to help us although the sports appeal deadline is over. If only more of these nice ppl like him exist in this world. But sadly, not evry1 was as nice as him.
Dr. Hon's PA was da best. We saw her walking up the admin centre and when chenxing tried to find her to make an appointment wif Hon. Before he could even say anything, the PA shouted at him, telling him to get out.
I mean, WTF LAH? U want us to get out oso can say nicely rite?! Besides chenxing havent even got to say anytin leh! FUCKED UP SIA.
In the end, we din even get to meet Hon. They juz dragged feets over the matter, referring us to the ppl who referred us to other ppl dat will refer us back to the same ppl. Refer here refer there, until now i oso dno refer until where. Sigh i tink it's hard now.
That's 1 more reason why i dun believe in miracles. We tried so hard leh - petition, explanation blablabla. No use. They din even bother to listen to our case. Wtf.
MIRACLES DUN HAPPEN IN THIS WORLD.
This is the 2nd time that i've brokedown in 2010. In less than a month. Wad a great start to me J2 year. I dunno how long more i can hang on.
Since last november, 3 guys came into the HCVB family. Altho they've not officially gotten into HC, but me, and i tink almost the whole team as well, treated them as part of the family. They've trained with us all this time, sharing the same vision as us - to win the championship title this year. They came for all our PT and gym sessions altho it was not compulsory for them. We shared many laughter, fun, joy, and also went thru the same hardships, especially when we train outdoors and the sun is so damn hot. But they did not complain. We've long included them into our squad.
But as they say, all good things have to come to an end. Out of the 3, only 2 could come in thru sports appeal. One has to go. All of us knew that this will happen, it was only a matter of when. I told myself that i'll be prepared for it altho i'll be damn sad. But trust me, the truth ALWAYS hurt more than u think.
The results came out today. One had to leave. Training was exceptionally moody. I was damn angry tho.
So much for promoting FAMILY values in HC. At the end of the day, HC is juz a practical piece of shit that looks at individuals' performance.
If thats how they ensure that we get champions evry year, i rather we dun win. PLUS, i think that all 3 of them are super qiang, with all 3 of them we can still win next year wad!!!
But then agn, theres rly notin much we can do. Coach stopped training and talked to us. I saw him trying to cover his face. I know he muz be super sad and crying over the fact that he cant get into HC like the other two. I told myself i wont cry. Then i saw chenxing crying. At that point of time, i cudn hold my tears any longer.
U noe all of this can sound super stupid to u guys, but i rly treat evry1 of my teammate like my family, altho i dun show it. Which is why im so super sad.
I've already lost most of my motivation in life. I honestly feel like ending my life but i noe i cant do this. Theres rly like notin to look forward in sch nowadays. I dno how to concentrate on my studies like this.
I rly hope that he can have fun in SAJC. Royston, i dunno if u'll see this, but we'll always treat u as part of our team. We'll miss u.
This song is seriously too beautiful man. I can hear so many times without getting sian! Yiruma is really a genius lah. Koreans are simply (Y)
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